This stage of the journey remains deep in my memory as a time, where my newly opened performance was at its peak. I read most of the Illuminati books, I read 40 books per year on top of all kinds of research I was doing in parallel. 

My mental awareness that we live in a mental or informational Universe overwhelmed me. This change of my belief system unlocked so many doors to the knowledge which was till that time hidden to me, because I would consider it false or stupid. 

I was like a small child trying to tell around what I have just discovered. Imagine, a highly introverted person suddenly trying to talk to people about things others don’t care about. I must admit it was a rather interesting experience to observe people how they close when someone is trying to explain the secrets of the Universe. Their eyes change, I got an impression that their internal firewall kicked in to block the spam. I actually learned that this firewall mechanism is quite potent in humans, I guess something which is designed by the Divine as a part of the human mind blueprint. Took me a while to realize this, and I even had fun experimenting with it. 

But I learned an important lesson about common people's behavior and inflexibility to see beyond their belief system. 

Internet and social media

So my next stage was let’s try to reach out on a brother scale, let’s use the internet, let’s use social media. Of course I very soon discovered something I would call like minded people at that time. Took me a while to discover they were far from like minded, even though we were all impressed by the same content. I will not go into the details, but every person has their own limited belief system combined with his/her ego pushing them to follow their own agendas. My understanding of the content was simply different and trying to debate on public forums was futile and was literally dragging my own progress down. Quite soon I decided I should disconnect from this noise and revert back to where I am good at. Digging deeper into my own mind, and connecting with my Soul guides. 

One of the important consequences of my new belief system that the Universe is mental was that I was now open to accept the spiritual world behind the veil. I was open to accepting the idea of the Divine. 

A lesson I learned on a public forum is that these evil guys or gals use Magick to attack people they don’t like. At the beginning it was not a pleasant experience, but from the other side, if your ass gets kicked you learn martial arts, right ?

999Command

Immediately after I disconnected from the social media groups I found 999Command. Their messages felt like a magnetic force pulling me towards, but on the other side there were so many contradicting claims to what I learned from Illuminati, I was baffled what to do. 

Took me a while to contact them in response to their message, they can be approachable. Took them even longer to respond. Patience is severely tested always. 

Later my interpretation was that they are what Illuminati call a Soul Camera. If someone passes the Soul Camera test they would respond. If not, they would be silent. Something worthy of respect. They also say if the seeker has a true intention the Soul would guide the Seeker to them. I call them The Guides, because this is one thing what they can do 

During my initial communication with Them they pointed out that I should start practicing Magick if not already. I was surprised, but open to follow their recommendations. I simply trusted them, they seem to possess insane wisdom. And I am really attracted by Wisdom and knowledge. I instantly saw them as teachers. 

I was also encouraged because even without Magick my manifestation capabilities were on another level. I was proud and full of ego. And I could easily see myself commanding Demons. I must repeat again, I was utterly naive. 

Azazel

Very soon at my Magick dabbling attempts I chose Azazel as my main Demon to work with. Reading today some of the occult or esoteric sources, there is a lot of warning. Only very experienced occultists should call Grand Demon Azazel. And I, a completely naive and inexperienced rookie, decided to start working with Azazel. Very bold move. 

But today I would rather say, this decision was well justified. Because my intention was to gain forbidden knowledge, I have been a truth seeker for a long time. And Azazel felt the best possible Demon for this task. I also learned that Azazel is highly responsive and even a protector of travelers on the road. 

For who knows what reasons I got in my mind a powerful thought that I should ask Azazel to bathe in the Lake of Fire. Something also suggested by my Guides. So I focused my work on Lake of Fire and to gain knowledge. 

The Magick

To get occult knowledge I mostly relied on E.A. Koetting, to this day I would say he is very good at what he is doing. What he writes resonates with me well. 

I also read several books from Asenath Mason. She is very good in theoretical knowledge, but I never practiced her rituals. They don’t feel right. 

Through all these years when I was experimenting a lot with magic I did many mistakes. I have learned painfully that mistakes in working with Demons can have extreme consequences. I learned there is a good reason why people are not encouraged to perform Magic works. 

But I have also learned that the entire World is run by Magick. Elites on the top, many of them are well versed in performing black magick rituals. Something what can be felt in The Family Netflix series.  

This is of course not true for all the elite, because what I have also learned is that the mindset of the individual is staggeringly important. The Divine supports bold people with big ideas even without Magick. 

Nevertheless, I am a risk taker so I decided let’s follow the rabbit hole. I had plenty of energy to direct it to Magick and also plenty of Ego. 

Creativity

Dring my possession stage my creativity was otherworldly. I started to author documents with my contemplations on different topics. 

If I look at these documents today I am often baffled. A different person. My capability to receive Divine knowledge was staggering. I learned that the writing process is the best to trigger connectivity with the Soul or Divine to download the knowledge. 

I suddenly realized that I adore futuristic ideas, and I started to gravitate towards transhumanism. My capability to decode hidden messages in texts or SciFi movies increased exponentially. 

This stage I call the possession stage is really unique. I felt younger, energetic. Until one day, when everything started to change drastically. Most likely Azazel responded to my calls to take a bath in a “hot tub”.