It is a time to collect my experiences and gained knowledge over the last nine months, into one document with a title, Road of Trials. The document can be used as my report and my attempt to more systematically write down gathered knowledge. Authoring process, as always, remains the best way how to receive even more important clues during the writing process itself. When I write, a new ideas are pouring out and perhaps this is what makes my reports slightly chaotic.
I have just returned from my Iceland trip. Iceland seems to be unique, perhaps even one of the protected places of this World. At least, in a conversation I had with @ArcanusUmbra, few years ago, he said “And...Iceland. I cannot say anymore. For I have said too much”, combined with their Viking origin and history, might suggest this. This is the reason why the entire theme of this blog is inspired by the Iceland scenery, to express my respect I feel for this place.
During trip I had received so many important thoughts, DMT's, lucid dreams and even visualisations in my wake time, that I can not ignore importance of them. I still have very rare visualizations, this is why I always consider them important.
This time I had seen landscapes, it was a full view, but still very faded. Unfortunately I couldn't identify those landscapes, or meaning behind them. But those visualizations reminded me on my Russia trip, a few two years ago, where I experienced different kind of visualisations. I had seen a reptilian face from two perspectives.
Physical place obviously plays important role, how body can receive and interpret energies. Places which are laid down with the waste seems to act as effective firewalls. Iceland is also a place where a connection with the forces of the nature is raw, not obstructed, it is even brutal. Like another planet, I could seen landscapes which resemble Mars or Moon landscapes. And I was all the time exposed to the wind and coldness.
Another trigger why I need to write down my thoughts is a Netflix movie Extinction. This movie is BRUTAL! The truth is hidden at the plain sight indeed.
I have made a decision to title this document Road of Trials, because I believe, this is where I am at this moment. I had another idea for the title, namely Spear of Destiny, but on the end Road of Trials prevailed.
I still don't know what challenges I have ahead, how many false turns I did, but I firmly walk on this road. I might get lost, I might not make it, but I am never going to give up. As you are going to see on the end of the document, I think I did a progress of immense proportions. I hope I am not wrong. As usually, when I write such documents, I let the ideas to flow without a stronghold of judgement. I don’t try to hide in any way my present state of mind. Even if it is wrong, doesn’t matter. Documents reflects my mind frozen in time of authoring.